Lusk strained at the end of his chain, and the young watchwher nearly pulled
Luko off his feet. Luko grabbed him by the collar and planted his feet, and it
was still a trial to restrain him. Lusk was not the tiny, ill-formed
hatchling he had been several months ago, and though the brown wasn't quite
full-grown yet, Luko would be surprised if he didn't outweigh some of the bronze
whers when he hit adulthood.
Luko grunted as Lusk tried to lunge forward,
and he pulled sharply on the watchwher's chain. "Calm down, Lusk!" There must be
a tunnelsnake or something nearby; he knew of little else that would cause his
watchwher to act like that.
They were standing outside the wher dens, which
lay quite close to the entrance of the nearest mineshaft. The sun was very low
in the sky, not completely set yet, but the sky was darkening into night, and
the light was fading quickly. It was still unpleasant to Lusk, who had just
woken up; small wonder he was antsy. Lusk wasn't quite old enough to work in the
mines yet, but he certainly seemed eager to start, Luko thought with a
smile.
"Wait, Lusk," Luko commanded. Felali and Felask, their trainers, would
be back here any minute, and Felali would not be happy with him if Lusk was
anything but calm and obediant.
Lusk gave an aggravated huff as he settled
back onto his haunches. Luko could tell he was bored, but then patience was one
of the things they were both supposed to be learning.
Finally, the senior
wher-handler appeared from the mine entrance, followed by her blue
watchwher.
Felali was still a fairly young woman, not yet forty, and Felask
was a large wher for a blue, in the prime of his life. Felali's long black hair
was pulled back in a ponytail, but stray wisps of it were pulled free by the
wind that ruffled Luko's own brown hair, messing it up even more.
As they
approached, Lusk climbed to his feet eagerly, and Luko unhooked his collar from
the chain just in time for the two watchwhers to go greet each other. Felali
turned to Luko. "Has Lusk been behaving himself?" she asked, not bothering with
a greeting of her own.
"Yes, for the most part, at least. He was really
excited about something earlier," Luko replied.
Felali nodded absently.
"Felask and I saw some young wherries earlier. I hope Lusk didn't chase after
them; the mother wherries can get vicious."
"No, I took care of it," Luko
said hurriedly, not wanting her to think he had no control over his watchwher,
after how long it took to convince Felali, his foster parents, and his real
parents to let him have one.
Even though he was weyrbred and had stood
for several clutches, Luko had not Impressed a dragon, and it came as a jolt to
his bronzerider father when Luko decided to Impress and train a watchwher
instead. His foster parents in the Hold were easier to convince, glad to see
that he had given some thought to what he would do for a living if he never
Impressed.
It was Felali who was the real trial. She was the head
whertrainer at the Hold, and she was very demanding when it came to who she
would accept as an apprentice. Luko had spent many weeks caring for the whers,
mucking out their dens, and befriending Felask to prove his dedication and earn
Felali's respect, but all his hard work had paid off when Felali agreed to
purchase an egg from a wherbreeder and give him a chance to Impress. That egg
hatched into Lusk.
"Well, time to get started," Felali said, bringing his
mind back to the present. Luko looked at her face and saw a sly smile. "I've
hidden three bags down in the mine; they have treats for Lusk in them. It's the
same excercise we did last week...except you won't have any glows with you this
time."
Luko grimaced, making Felali laugh. "Better hurry up, apprentice. The
sooner you find them all, the sooner we humans can get some sleep."
He sighed
and patted the wher's neck. "Come on then, Lusk. Let's get this over
with."
Luko may have been reluctant to go inside a dark and empty mine, but
Lusk was quite enthusiatic, preferring the pitch black mine to the late evening
sun.
"You shouldn't have to go outside of hearing range, so yell if you run
into any trouble. But if you haven't finished in a few hours, Felask and I will
come in to get you," Felali yelled after them as they entered the mine. Luko
waved a hand to let her know he had heard her, and then they were in the dark,
with only the faint moonlight from the entrance to see by.
Luko didn't mind
being in the mine when he had at least a little light to see by. Some people
might not have liked the dark, enclosed spaces, but as long as Luko had a candle
or a glowbasket, he was as comfortable as Lusk. In the complete dark,
though...It made him nervous, not being able to see where he was going and
having to rely on Lusk to lead him. At least the watchwher seemed happy,
sniffing eagerly along the tunnels, trusting his nose to lead him to the prizes.
Luko could only stumble along behind him, holding the collar so he would not get
separated.
They found the first bag with little trouble, hidden in a niche
in the wall. Lusk gobbled up the pieces of seasoned meat happily while Luko
pocketed the empty bag to show to Felali. And then they were off to the next
target.
Felali had chosen sadistically difficult places to hide the bags,
Luko discovered an hour later. He'd searched tirelessly with no luck, and he
began to curse the senior wherhandler. He and Lusk traveled down the same path
four times before Luko managed to locate the treat-bag, hanging on a hook from
the ceiling, far out of Lusk's reach.
"Oh, clever," Luko muttered to
himself. He was getting tired and sleepy and any good cheer he might have
started the night out with was long gone. The dark was beginning to get on his
nerves, and he kept rubbing the back of his neck against the feeling of hairs
raising. Even Lusk was beginning to get spooked.
They came to an
intersection Luko recognized, and he told Lusk to go to the left; it was further
out of the way and more likely to be a good hiding spot. But the watchwher sat
at his feet and whined reluctantly. He tried to go back the way they'd come,
towards the exit, but Luko pulled on his collar impatiently. "Come on,
Lusk, we're almost done," he pleaded. "Don't you want to get your treat and get
out of here?" He had already been awake far longer than he was used to, since
the very early morning, and Luko's temper shortened with his energy.
Lusk
still hesitated, and Luko pushed him towards the tunnel. They had nearly reached
the end of it now; Luko ran his hands along the wall, to find any cracks or
holes that might contain the bag they were looking for, but he felt nothing. He
growled to himself in frustration, and Lusk growled back.
"What is it now?"
Luko sighed.
It wasn't just Lusk; there was a low grumbling coming from the
walls above and in front of them, and Luko stopped short. He'd worked in the
mines long enough to know not to take chances, and this didn't look very good.
He hauled on Lusk's collar, though the watchwher was already backing up,
creeling frantically, and ran back to the entrance as fast as he could.
He'd
only taken a few steps before he ran into a wall, smashing his nose painfully,
and he felt Lusk's muzzle on his hand. He kept one hand on the wher's neck and
the other over his nose, and he followed the watchwher to the exit.
They were
almost there, and there was just enough moonlight filtering in to let Luko see
his path. There was a loud cracking sound from above. Luko stumbled forward,
grasped out clumsily to find Lusk again, and he felt the full weight of the
watchwher's body collide with him. He went flying foward and ended up crumpled
in a heap on the ground. There was a crash from behind him and he looked
up.
About four tons of rock had collapsed, sealing a large part of that
tunnel off from the rest of the mine, and left a small mountain of man-sized
rocks or larger, in the middle of the tunnel. And Lusk...
"Lusk!" Luko
shouted. He couldn't see or hear the brown watchwher anywhere. With a sob, he
grabbed some of the smaller rocks and threw or pushed them out of the way, and
he tried to dig.
"Luko!" Felali shouted behind him as she and Felask raced
into the mine; they must not have been very away. Luko ignored them, still
shoving rocks. "Luko."
"Lusk's back there," he said tersely, and he kicked
one of the larger rocks in rage. It did nothing but make his toes hurt in
addition to the myriad scrapes and cuts he was only now becoming aware
of.
Felali sighed. "Listen to me. Can you hear Lusk?"
"What?" Luko
blinked.
"You know how it felt when you Impressed him. The way you sense him
at the back of your mind, the same as a dragon or a fire lizard," Felali
continued patiently. "Can you sense him now?"
He paused. "...No."
"Then I
don't think it will matter much if we wait until morning to clear this away,"
Felali said quietly.
Morning snuck up on Luko unannounced. It seemed to
take him forever to fall asleep last night, but it was nearly noon the next day
when Luko finally opened his eyes again. He tried to sit up and immediately
hissed in pain; the cuts and bruises from last night had only intensified. He
jerked his head up.
Felali sat in a chair by his bed, legs crossed. "I'd ask
how you're feeling, but I think you just answered it," she said dryly.
Luko
groaned and lay back down, and when Felali started talking again, turned his
green-brown eyes to stare at her.
"They found Lusk this morning," she said
softly. "At the very bottom of the rock heap. I don't think I have to tell you
what sort of condition he was in." Luko's eyes burned. "Luko, I need you to tell
me what happened down there."
After a moment, he began to speak. And he told
her everything he remembered. How he tried to lead Lusk down the long corrider,
and Lusk didn't want to go--because, Luko realized with a sinking feeling, he
knew it wasn't safe. And then Lusk led him away from the rockslide and pushed
him out of the way.
For awhile, Felali didn't say anything, just left him
alone. He was grateful for the chance to collect his thoughts. They were not
pleasant.
Some wherhandler I turned out to be, he thought bitterly.
The one thing he'd truly wanted to do with his life and he had to go and screw
it up. Of course he'd noticed the looks on his foster parents' faces when he'd
wanted to bond a watchwher. They didn't ask, but they wondered why he didn't
aspire to be a dragonrider when he had a far better chance of it than most. No
doubt his father had wondered the same thing. But how could he tell them how he
felt? Hatchings were exciting enough at first, but after a few turns it just
became routine. Somewhere along the way, he'd lost his passion for dragons--at
least riding one. He didn't necessarily dislike the idea of Impressing, but it
was no longer important to him, and he had been far more excited the moment he
approached the queen wher for an egg than he had been at a dragon Hatching for a
long time.
And now he'd gone and gotten Lusk killed. "It was my fault Lusk
died."
Felali just sighed. "Everyone from the mason who dug the mine to the
Holder on watch is thinking the rockslide was somehow their fault. Shells, if I
hadn't sent you down there in the first place--" She shook her head. "There's no
point blaming anyone. But Luko, the smartest watchwher on Pern is no help if you
don't listen to what they're telling you."
He grimaced. He already knew that,
which made Felali telling him so even harder to bear. "What am I going to do
now?" he asked.
"I don't know," Felali said softly, "What are you
going to do now?"
It made him wince. If he was in Felali's place, he
wouldn't have given himself another chance at an egg. He had to ask anyway.
"Is...is there any chance you'd let me try again?"
Felali looked
conflicted. "You'd be starting out at the beginning again. It's going to take a
lot of work for me to trust you with another watchwher."
Luko nodded
sullenly, though it was still a better prospect than he had hoped. "I need time
to think about it, and...everything else."
Felali nodded. "Of
course."
Though two sevendays had passed, Luko still had not made up his
mind about the watchwhers. On one hand, he didn't want to forget Lusk, and
though intellectually he knew re-Impressing a wher would not dishonor the brave
watchwher's memory, Luko still felt guilty every time he thought of taking
another egg. On the other hand, what on Pern would he do if he left the Hold?
Go back to the Weyr, most likely, and stand for dragon clutches fruitlessly.
Shards, if he hadn't Impressed a dragon after five turns of attending Hatchings
he'd probably never Impress a dragon anyway. But then what?
He was trying to
put thoughts of his future out of his mind for the moment by taking a walk.
Being primarily a mining Hold, there were no dense forests and little greenery;
though the Pass had ended over ten turns ago, many Holders were still wary of
having any unnecessary plantlife around the Hold. It was all bare rock and dirt,
with what few trees there were being small and twisted by strong winds. He'd
never realized how gloomy it could look--or maybe it was just him projecting his
mood onto the surrounding landscape. He grinned wryly and shook his head as he
approached the river that sustained the Hold.
He stopped, blinking
mindlessly at the sight the greeted him. Two green dragons lounged on the warm
rocks upriver from the Hold. A third, blue with white wing-membranes, was
drinking from the river, foreclaws braced in the shallow end and half-covered
with water. The dragons all looked up at his approach, and soon Luko found three
people who must have been their riders walking towards him.
A blond-haired
man smiled at him. "We thought everyone would be at the Hold by now. We did send
word ahead that we would be coming," he said.
Luko shrugged. "I've been
outside for most of the day. What business do dragonriders have out
here?"
The rider replied, "We're on Search. There's a gold's clutch on the
Sands that will hatch any day now--"
Luko interrupted him, eyes narrowed.
"There's no clutch at Telgar. My father would have told me if there was."
The
rider raised an eyebrow, surprised. "No, we're not from Telgar Weyr. I'm K'lor,
from Dark Moon Weyrhold. This is Azya, and Mina," he gestured to the other
riders, both women. "We're on Search for Gold Eweth's clutch, and Treth says
you'll make a suitable candidate."
"Ah," Luko's reply was shorter than they
had probably expected. But then, this wasn't particularly surprising to him. "I
may be fostered in a Hold, but I'm actually weyrbred. I obviously haven't
Impressed yet, so I don't think there's any point in me going. Sorry."
K'lor
tilted his head to one side. "Are you sure? Sometimes all it takes is a change a
scenery, especially for weyrbred candidates. Or are you just not interested in
Impressing?"
Luko was about to refuse, but then he thought about the
watchwhers, and Felali, and the looks of pity his foster parents had been giving
him lately, and he decided he really didn't want to go back there now. "You
know, on second thought, I think I will go with you," he said before he could
change his mind.
K'lor grinned. "Well, alright then. We still have to Search
the rest of the Hold, but we'll be done before nightfall. We can take you--and
any other candidates--back to the Weyrhold with us then. There's not much time
left before the Hatching is due."
Luko just nodded in reply. At least he was
actively doing something now, and he hoped this trip wouldn't be something he'd
regret. But then--he didn't really think it would be.